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Journal Entry: Wed Jan 4, 2017, 12:56 PM


Existential crap?
In my DeviantArt feed?
It's more likely than you think.

    So, as I sit with a blank sheet of paper in front of me like literally hundreds of times before, I mull over things. Come September, I'll have regularly posted my drawings (some good, the overwhelming majority "not bad") to DA for ten years. A decade. Christ, where has the time gone?

Several things have been on my mind as of late:

 - Art block is something I wish upon nobody, not even enemies.

 - I draw, I scan, I upload. This would normally be considered the sort of activity an artist does, but I do not feel like a "real" artist like my acquaintances, nor do I feel like I actually belong in this "community". This train of thought comes and goes with alarming regularity.

 - The rise of cringe showcase media, and the statistical possibility that my drawings and/or posts in general will be featured in said media. Paranoia sure is fun, isn't it?

 - The dilemma of finding and conversing with contemporaries and acquaintances, mainly through DA, and facing the possibility that if I ever stop drawing that the aforementioned people will leave. Being alone is my greatest fear, which I have been trying to stave off with ever-diminishing success.

 - Unsolicited contact with individuals who compliment my anthro/furry/whatever works, then proceed to write a laundry list of fetish requests (specifically free requests, not commissions) completely unrelated to what I draw. What. Why.

- Why DA continues to allow poorly drawn pedophilic "art", and the accompanying broken record roleplay comments, baffles me. The fantasy of luring children to your apartment to sniff their toes is probably the most flag-raising of these.

- On the subject of ... that, finding a college acquaintance from years past had been in prison for the past five years for possession of CP. I hold no sympathy for the man.

    Yeah, I said journals and status posts seemed redundant, but this long winded rambling would have been too long for a status post. CQ, hypocrite? Naaah. *shot* For those who haven't left, thank you.

  • Listening to: Winamp, shuffle
  • Reading: IMs
  • Watching: XTV streaming media channel
  • Playing: GTA San Andreas, Steam
  • Eating: My words
  • Drinking: Got any RC?

New DA chat room

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 16, 2016, 8:59 PM


As the title says: chat.deviantart.com/chat/TheTF…

Rules:
Keep the memes to a minimum.
Be nice to one another.

That's it.

  • Listening to: Winamp, shuffle
  • Reading: IMs
  • Watching: Social media cannibalize itself
  • Drinking: Got any RC?

Q+A Time

Journal Entry: Thu Oct 13, 2016, 12:21 AM


Because I need a new journal and I'm bored. You know what to do, heh.

(Hopefully will be back to drawing soon)

  • Listening to: Youtube in the background
  • Reading: IMs
  • Watching: The world descend into madness
  • Drinking: Got any RC?

Nine years on DeviantArt.

Journal Entry: Wed Sep 7, 2016, 8:00 AM


Tired of me yet, folks? Planning on staying at least until the big ten.

Self-ass-kissing moment over.

  • Listening to: My conscience
  • Reading: IMs
  • Watching: Life go by
  • Eating: Too much

Another art thief. Yay.

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 25, 2016, 7:26 PM


www.furaffinity.net/user/armad…

Seems to not only have edited my stuff without permission, but also that of :iconelek-tronikz:, :iconivanksmw:, :iconsin-r:, :icontwokinds:, :icongorfragwargutz:, :icontwilightflopple: and others ...

  • Listening to: My conscience
  • Reading: IMs
  • Watching: Life go by
  • Eating: Too much
  • Drinking: I wish I had booze

Open for commissions.

Journal Entry: Tue Jul 26, 2016, 6:28 AM


Yes, I know, this sounds like annoying begging. Right now commissions are the only source of income I have, because I cannot go out at the moment.

Here are my commission prices and terms.


  • Listening to: My conscience
  • Reading: IMs
  • Watching: Life go by
  • Eating: Too much
  • Drinking: I wish I had booze

Another update thing

Journal Entry: Sat Jul 23, 2016, 9:05 PM


So, because of happenings at home - nothing bad, don't worry - I'm off to my dad's in Mississippi again for another month or so. This time I'm making sure to bring along my scanner (for "work") and my 360 (for planned streams and such). So, no problems. :)

  • Listening to: Youtube
  • Reading: IMs
  • Watching: WWE 2K16 on 360
  • Drinking: Water

Art dump soon.

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 15, 2016, 12:57 PM


I will be back home and around my scanner tomorrow, expect a deluge of new furry stuff if nothing adverse happens.

  • Listening to: Youtube
  • Reading: IMs
  • Playing: Project64
  • Drinking: Water

Wii U

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 1, 2016, 10:15 AM


So, I finally got around to playing that, my Nintendo Network ID is cqmorrell if anyone wants to add me there. ^^;

  • Listening to: Youtube
  • Reading: IMs
  • Playing: Super Mario Maker
  • Eating: Bachelor chow
  • Drinking: Water

CQ has reached Level 31

Journal Entry: Sun Jun 19, 2016, 8:44 PM


Don't really feel like I'm that old. o_O Thanks for the birthday wishes, already amassing a backlog of drawings for when I get back home. :)

  • Listening to: Youtube
  • Reading: IMs
  • Eating: Snacks
  • Drinking: RC Cola

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Thu Jun 16, 2016, 11:06 PM


So, going to be out of state from the 18th through sometime in July. I'll have the laptop and drawing supplies on hand, just won't be able to scan anything till I'm back home.

  • Reading: IMs
  • Watching: Miami Connection
  • Drinking: Grape Kool-Aid

Another 'Ask me things' journal

Journal Entry: Fri Jun 3, 2016, 10:12 PM


Because I don't know what else to post right now.

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Sun May 29, 2016, 12:07 PM


Well, this honestly isn't that bad. Going to crash, then mess around with this when I'm up again. Cheers.

Well, I'm typing this from my phone, because the laptop decided to make the jump to Windows 10 without my permission. Fun! Now I have to wait while the thing upgrades, and pray everything is where I left it ...

On streams

Journal Entry: Mon May 23, 2016, 7:06 PM


Going to completely restart the entire wrestling stream project from scratch, with new/original wrestlers and what not. Also, thanks to OBS I can now stream/LP "regular" games, if anyone's interested.

  • Reading: Chat messages
  • Watching: DVDs
  • Playing: Fightcade (user name cq_morrell)

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Fri May 13, 2016, 5:26 PM


Rant warning.

Sometimes I do not know if I honestly feel like continuing with things. I want to draw, but an alarming part of the time it doesn't feel as "fun" as it was. Sort of getting the feeling I am wearing out my welcome with people, both with drawing and my mood swings. Yes, I am taking my antidepressants. No, it hasn't cured it, like people want.

I don't know what I'm saying here. Comment how you will.

  • Reading: Chat messages
  • Watching: DVDs
  • Playing: Fightcade (user name cq_morrell)

Weekly rasslin' stream

Journal Entry: Sat May 7, 2016, 11:45 AM


www.twitch.tv/cqmorrell

Main event is Zangief defending his World Heavyweight Championship against the upstart Mettaton - who will win? "Bell time" 6 PM central, be there or be ... uh, not there ;P

  • Reading: Chat messages
  • Watching: DVDs
  • Playing: Fightcade (user name cq_morrell)

Taking a short break

Journal Entry: Thu May 5, 2016, 3:48 PM


Will try to post things next week sometime.

  • Reading: Chat messages
  • Watching: Vidya
  • Playing: Vidya

Random update

Journal Entry: Sun May 1, 2016, 10:11 PM


I know I haven't posted much over the last month - my time has been split between putting together stuff for Crossover Wrestling X (my WWE 2K16 CAW league "airing" Saturday nights on Twitch), and putting together designs for future fighting game ideas, a sample of which is here. (Little girl boxer) Keeping the other designs "secret" for the time being.

Going to get back to posting things very soon ...

  • Reading: Chat messages
  • Watching: Youtube
  • Playing: WWE 2K16

Apologies for delays

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 30, 2016, 8:17 PM


www.twitch.tv/cqmorrell

I overslept, the show is starting now.

  • Reading: Chat messages
  • Watching: Youtube
  • Playing: WWE 2K16